4 posts tagged “domestic”
Paisley is my WIP. I adore her, and I can't wait to develop the necessary skills to make her awesome stuff.
Oftentimes I find myself jumping from link to link, from my favorite craft websites, to their favorites, to their favorites, and so on. Sometimes I find myself thinking it's all crap, that it's a waste of money, that it's all superficial, worthless, and sad in the end. And other times I find it holds me together. I feel like I'm part of a community. I'm in a world where people like to create beautiful, functional, and silly things. For bragging purposes or for self fulfillment. I feel like I can share a common bond with people I would normally snub my nose at.
I recently bought a Blythe doll and although I feel horribly guilty about it, I love her. I regret it often, I know it was an unwise decision. But at the same time, we all deserve what distracts us, what makes us happy, and what we know will be a constructive force in our life.
When my dad died I had to leave school right before Thanksgiving vacation. I fell behind in Organic Chemistry, my relationship fell to pieces, my family would never be the same, and I lost valuable time socializing while everyone else still at school got to know each other. I felt like every force in my life was destructive. So I taught myself to knit. I went out, bought some knitting needles, bought some yarn, and a book. It was one of the best choices I've made for myself. I know it's sad to say that you need to spend money to be happy, but in this case it was exactly what I needed. Finally there was something in my life that was constructive. I was able to create things, beautiful things, and it felt like each stitch helped me pick up the pieces of my life.
Knitting has only taken me so far. It is an expensive habit, and if I don't have a specific project in mind I find I have no motivation to do it. So I'm dabbling in other crafts. Hoping I will make some friends along the way and learn some new skills I enjoy. And I think that's where my Blythe doll comes in. I want to make her beautiful outfits, backdrops, and environments. I think it will be a worthwhile challenge for me, and it will keep me entertained for some time.
Among my many current projects is a Christmas stocking I've been working on for the last two years. My mom got the pattern from the woman who used to sell materials for hardanger. This is what it looks like today
After much hard work and neglect I'm quite close to finishing the detailed sewing work. I think it's coming along nicely.
In other news I bought a Blythe doll today, and I'm about to leave to see Clerks 2.
Today it was brought to my attention that, "Nicole, you are very domestic." I have never thought of myself in this way. But upon squealing over how awesome an apple corer is, I've come to accept the fact that I am indeed, very domestic. Despite the fact that I have little to no maternal instinct, I desire to wear sundresses, bake, and make cute gifts like these for friends and family on valentines day.
Also, this beast is now in my posession. I am quite pleased. I have My Number by Tegan and Sara and Arco Arena by Cake on repeat. Thanks to Sony for sending me an expired five free song downloads.
Soon to come: Pictures of my plants, fish, and kitty! (Possibly beatiful mp3 player, possibly while in use), you know, 'cause I will never have annoying baby photos.
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